Am I a sociopath, just depressed, or maybe... totally awesome?

More and more these days, I'm beginning to take on both a nihilistic (look it up, genius) and biological perspective on life, and I have to wonder if I'm a sociopath "deep down." I hate social order, and can't stand the religiously-based ideals and motives we have driving our nation today. Church and State have almost relapsed into perfect discordial harmony--and yes, that's an oxymoron, just like you, but minus the "oxy." I also think (with good reasoning; ask me and I'll elaborate.) that all of our morals and value systems are totally pointless and arbitrary, even the value of life itself. Life continues on, with or without morals. The oddest thing is, I almost WANT to be a sociopath. I despise the fact that the extreme arrogance of our narcissistic society warrants us to decide "right" and "wrong," "normal" and "abnormal." That is retarded. I don't like morals, and the only thing that holds me within the borderlines of my local social life is the fear of being arrested by the police; once again, a completely arbitrary institution that exerts the worthless authority one man over another. I've lost quite a few friends this year due to my increasingly rigorous schedule in high school, and I don't really care. So: am I a borderline sociopath, am I depressed (don't bother answering; I know I am. It helps keep my thoughts clear. That is a rhetorical question, dumb.), or am I just so amazingly awesome and mind-blowingly superior to your linear logic of mental comprehension that no other words can possibly describe me? I'm tired and this website is a piece of hog-****, so any further questions will be answered later.